My Concept,,,,,

Ya Allah,,,semoga ini menjadi kenyataan,,,,,,,







AMMIIIIINNNN,,,,,!!!

STRESSSSS,,,,,,,,,,,!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

pusing bgt hari ini,,,,,,

ga ada stamina,,,,ga ada gairah,,,,,huhhh,,,,,,,,T_T

waaahhh,,,SQL seru,,,,

ternyata,,,,,mempelajari SQL itu mnyenangkan,,,,,,^^

bkin skema,,,tabel,,,masukin data,,,macem2 deh,,,

tadi juga sempet panik gitu,,,(mengejar deadline)
salah masukin data lah,,salah bikin tabel lah,,,salah bikin skema lah,,,tabelny ga nymbung lah,,,,

macem2 pkkny,,,,

bayangin,,di depan laptop dari jam 10 pagi sampe jam 6 sore (dipotong sholat jumat,,kelas kalkulus,,demo tugas),,,bkin lher,pinggang,mata sakit,,,,,

cape sih,,,tapi smw itu terbayar,,,,hahahahahaha,,,,,

mmmpphh,,,moga aja smngat bljar yg dirasakan skrng ini bisa lama awet,,,,,^_^

kalimat dari Bu Kasiyah ...

Pada hari kamis (22 Nov 07) gw lg ikut mata kuliahnya bu Kasiyah (Statistik)...
Saat itu materi yg diajarkan adalah mengenai Observasi (dugaan,harapan) dan Ekspetasi (kenyataan),,,di situ kita disuruh menghitung apakah hasil obsevasi itu sesuai dengan Ekspetasi yg kita harapakan dalam hitungan angka,,,,(kalo ga salah,,hehe,,,)

Masih berhubung dengan materi ajar, Bu Kasiyah tiba2 mengeluarkan suatu pernyataan yg mengingatkan gw akan sesuatu hal yg penting,,,yaitu "Ga semua Observasi (harapan) yg kita inginkan itu baik di mata Allah SWT,,,tapi yg terbaik adalah apa yg kita dpatkan hari ini,,,",,,

mendengar penyataan itu,,,gw tiba2 tersentak,,,gw tiba2 merenungkan sesuatu yg slma ini gw hrap2kan,,,,,,

ternyata gw sdar,,,,ga smw yg gw inginkan itu baik bwt gw,,,,,^_^

Filosofi panci

terinspirasi dari seorang teman (priska) ketika bertanya apa maksud dari filosofi dari sebuah panci,,,,
ketika menjawab pertanyaan tersebut, tersadarkanlah hati ini kalo filosofi tersebut adalah bagian dari cerminan diri,,,

filosofiny (versi adhe)sebagai berikut:
sebuah panci sangat rentan terhadap panas,,panci ketika dipanaskan, seluruh bagian panci akan segera memanas,,,,dan jika didiamkan, dia akan dingin dngan sendirinya,,,

begitulah seorang adhe,,,
ketika disulut "api amarah", maka hati ini akan cepat memanas,,,dan jika didiamkan beberapa saat, maka hati ini akan dingin dengan sendirinya,,,

Soundtrack minggu ini,,,,

Westlife - Cant lose what you never had


Baby you're so beautiful,
and when i'm near you,
i can't breathe,(i can't breathe)
A girl like you gets what she wants,
when she wants it,
You're so out of my league,
(out my league)
I show you no emotion,
Don't let you see,
what you're doin' to me,
(that's what you seeing baby)
I imagine the two of us together,
but i've been living in reality,

Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside,
But time is running out,
so damn my foolish pride,

I don't care if you think i'm crazy,
(crazy)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,
(i don't care)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had,

Now i'm gonna confess,
that i love you, (love you)
I've been keeping it inside,
(inside),
feelin i could die,
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K.,
At least we had a moment,
before you say goodbye,
You can lose what you never had,

Rules are made for breaking,
(breaking)
Nothing ventured nothing gained,
I'll be no worse off,
then i am right now,
and i might never get that chance again,
baby,

Fear of rejection,
kept my love inside,
Told my heart i didn't want you,
but i lied,

I don't care if you think i'm crazy,
(i'm crazy)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,
(doesn't matter if it turns out bad)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had,
(yeah)

Now i'm gonna confess that i love you,
(i love you)
I've been keeping it inside,(inside)
feelin i could die,(i could die)
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K,
At least we'll have a moment before,
you say good-bye,(before you say goodbye)

Here on the outside looking in,
Don't wanna stay dreaming bout,
what could have been,
Need to hear you speak my name,
even if you shoot me down in flames,

I don't care if you think i'm crazy,
(i 'm crazy baby)
It doesn't matter if it turns out bad,
(if it turns out bad)
I've got no fear of losing you,
You can't lose what you never had,

Now i'm gonna confess that i love you,
(that i love you girl)
I've been keepin it inside,
feelin i could die,(die)
But if you turn away,
baby that's O.K,
At least we have a moment before,
you say good-bye,

You can't loose what you never had,
You can't loose what you never had,
You can't loose what you never had......